Fright Night.

I am afraid of quick and sudden movements, confrontation, dying in a non-peaceful way but not dying itself, being left by someone I love, and walking alone, out of doors at night. I think sudden movements frighten me because I'm really all over the place and when something is thrown or a quick movement is made that I frighten myself of being in the way. Confrontation is a big one for me because I like to keep to myself in a large group and not have to deal with issues. Dying in a non-peaceful way kind of explains itself but I'll also add that I fear it because I am afraid of great physical pain. I fear being left alone by someone I love because I dislike being vulnerable and don't like to have to depend on people. I prefer to be self-efficent and not have to worry about whether a person will be there for me tomorrow. Walking alone, out of doors in the night time frightens me because it's generally freakishly quiet and I really frighten myself with thoughts of what could possibly happen to me.

I don't really deal with the sudden movement thing, mainly because it's something I can't exactly control. I deal with confrontation by well, trying my best to not make myself a target and if I am confronted then to have a well explained reason for what I am being confronted for. Or just walking away... yes, that's usually the one I go with. I cannot exactly control how I die so I don't deal with this one at all. The one I most control and most fear is being left. I deal with this by (I am a terrible person, I know.) not putting myself "out there" and if I even begin to like someone then I say no to myself and bring myself back to reality. It's terrible and not a way to live one's life, I understand and agree but heck, it's what I am doing right now.

Freakish Halloween things are not my forte. I am squeamish and do not please to engage in frightening entertainment. I believe things like ghosts and spirits exist. I have no idea why I believe this. I think it's because I want to believe that something other than us and animals roam the earth. I don't get to frightened by the idea of ghosts, though if I met one I would probably pee my pants from fright/ disbelief.

I do not go to haunted house or mazes, normally because I'd get violent in my fear. I'd be afraid at first but then start shouting "No! You're not real! Go away!" and then swat and kick at them.

I do not watch scary movies because I please to sleep peacefully at night and not have to worry about wht may happen to me or my family.

I really do not like to be scared. The general feeling of terror is not one I engage in for entertainment. I live on "The safe side" as often as I can.