three days ago, my friends parents went through his e-mail, and found out how depressed he was. They sat him down and had a long talk with him, and asked him questions he couldn't answer, because he didn't know the answers himself. His parents asked him questions like "why don't you love yourself?", "why are you letting these girls control your life?", "whats your solution to getting better "what is really making you so sad?", and "do you wake up with suicidal thoughts?".
We talked about it afterwords, and while talking to me, he found the answers. He said that talking to his parents, he felt that he would disappoint them. This is one of his greatest fears. I askeed him the same questions, and he answer them.
Tyler-"why don't you love yourself?":
....- I don't love myself because they don't love me. They don't understand how much the affect me and everything I do. I know this is pathetic to say at 18, but i really am what people make me.
Tyler- "why are you letting these girls control your life?",
....-Becuase they are the first people that ever showed me kindess when i first moved here. i have always thought of them, and they were in my head since 3 grade
Tyler-"why are you so sad?"
....- I'm sad becuase I'm not good enough for anyone, and they shouldn't love me. I'm a failure, and a screw-up, and a complete waste of space."
Tyler-" do you have suicidal thoughts?"
....- Yes. But I don't want to die.....I'm scared
He's been alive for 3 years after this conversation, and is succsefull as he is supposed to be
today was the anniversary of this conversation, and I felt like posting
sorry if I offended
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