Phobic

I have agoraphobia, or fear of large open spaces and being alone in them mostly. I hate being alone in like the middle of a large open field where you see no one around you, you see too much of the sky and just nothingness. Deserts would probably be my end if I was alone in one because I would probably curl up in a ball or between some rocks where I would be in a claustrophobic safeness. I love tight small spaces where I feel safe. I'm afraid of guys, and afraid to trust. Yea, I know afraid of guys ha-ha but seriously if you knew more about why.... I usually stick that feeling of fear in a bottle and cap it tight, but at certain times it breaks through. Trust because I've had promises broken secrets I've told re-shared to the wrong people and just people turning on me, or lying. But perhaps I'm too gullible.