A Totem That Is Me

I think that if I were to choose on thing that would represent me, I'd choose the season spring. Spring is right after winter when all the flowers are starting to come out but it's not so deep into the year that the sun is really hot. It's kinda in between the extremes and it's mellow but there are also days that are bitterly cold and you wonder why it's called spring and not post winter and there are days that are intensly hot (if you are sitting with the wind blocked) and I wonder why it shouldn't be called pre summer. There are days that I have that I am upset and angry and not mellow and I also have days that I am intensly happy or excited. But mostly I am mellow, of course, I fluctuate during the day, but what day in the spring stays exactly the same all day long?