obstacles

I lack the ability to talk to people that I don't know very well. I usually find it hard to carry on a conversation with someone unless I've know them for a long time. Sometimes I feel like I'm being rude by not talking to someone, but I just don't know what to say, that also makes it harder for me to make friends, so I mostly stick with the same few friends I've had for years.

The biggest obstacle I have now, and probably will in the future, is that I can not make decisions. If two things were set in front of my face and I was told to pick one, I would have to ask someone to help me choose, or I would simply answer "I don't know", and leave. I have no idea how I am going to choose a job, or a major in college when I can't even decide between the simplest things.