Tuesday, March 30, 2010

What am i missing?? Hell if i know, because i mean, COME ON!!, im only 16

Well, i know that I'm missing something. In fact, you could say that I'm always "lacking" something, but that's part of my brilliant adolescent years O.o . Its funny this question is asked, because i really only see answers such as ; "I'm really not missing anything, I'm content". or "I'm missing happiness". Its funny, because i really don't see anything that really makes sense, because in all my mind, those are things that we control. We can control what affects us, such as happiness and sadness. For those who cant find something, please, realize you would be the most boring person ever if you were content. But its part of being a teenager, so most likely people will continue to post things like that, as will I.
The thing I'm lacking at the moment is the person who promised me that the would always care. Promised me that as long as i care, she would. Even through the hard times, even when i wasn't hers, and when she wasn't mine, we would care. It changed when i stopped waiting, and strayed across the line. I went to far from her, and she claimed me no more. I wish that it would go back to the way it used to be, and i know that's me being immature and selfish, but by God, i loved her. Sadly, it wont be that way anymore, so unfortunately, the thing im lacking is my best Friend.
Sorry, but were teenagers, and thats about the extent of what we feel we lack

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