State Testing & Happy

I felt like doing both so here it goes. I dislike state testing very much, because, it takes me about three times to barely pass the damn thing. I was stuck in math workshop all year last year, and it took me three times to pass. Science this year, well, I couldn't even get to MEET standards. For English, I passed by a lot, but didn't exceed! I think its stupid how they want every kid to EXCEED, now some kids are thinking, "Its easy! I guessed and I exceeded over five points!" For me, its hell, though I am smart, state testing just isn't my cup of tea. It frustrates me, because I do TRY and I don't guess, and I have never exceeded a state test in my life.

Happy? Well today I'm frustrated with adults, and all this butt load of homework I have, but I am happy. Why? Because my great friends are still by my side, my family is still here telling me things could be worse. Though today was a total dud, and tomorrow might be as well, I'm happy. If I can still laugh, I'm not fighting horribly with my mom/step-dad, and I don't feel hopeless/nothing will get better, then I'm happy. I really am.