The Final Countdown

Okay well where do I start? When I look back on this year, the thing that stands out most to me is the changes that have happened between my circle of friends. Some have left, and some have joined in. I still am not completely happy with some of my relationships....but I don't ever expect to be, I think it's an unattainable thing. I have realized that I generally hate change. I want people to stay the same....to be consistent and be there when you need them, no matter what. Not change their mind because they find something bigger and better than you. I also want people to realize that I still love them, and even though some things have changed. I still am there if they need me.

When I look forward, I am not quite sure what I see. I know that I want to hopefully do well in school next year, mostly for my parents, and not so much for me. I also want to keep the friends close that I have now. I don't want them to simply drift off. Other than that, I don't know what I am looking for. I am looking to be safe and happy. Whatever else is added to the mix is okay with me

If I had one wish from a genie.....hmm. Well I know exactly what I would wish for, but I don't think I am going to tell you. However I can tell you something else I would wish for that is extremely important. I wish that the people I hold dear to me stay dear to me, until I grow old.

Now for five minutes of writing.

Well look at me I don't really know what to say! I wonder if Sarah got her laptop fixed. So I think it is totally awesome how Shrek endorses healthy eating, yet they are HUGE supporters of McDonald's and candy. I mean really. I think if I were them I would have a better game plan than that. So I am sitting here watching the news which is weird, because I feel like only old people watch the news, yet here I am sitting, watching a news story on that missing boy. I really hope they find him. Though I don't think they well. They usually don't in these situations. Okay what else. I cannot wait for school to be over I am so excited to be able to relax. Which I will do, but not much because my stupid family is forcing me to get a job. And I just happen to not be okay with that considering I already worked all of last summer. But whatever. I really love Noel. Ugh. Stream of consciousness writing is the devil sometimes. That reminds me of lighthouses....why? I don't know. Well I finished some of my finals today and I am really happy about it. Only a few more left! Then I will be free!

Alright. There you go. I admit I cheated. You really think I am going to tell you EVERYTHING that went through my mind? That would be interesting....

Anyway, I told you most of it ;)

Goodbye blog. I never really became too good of friends with you, but I will miss you just the same.