ah .. summer

how i miss school .. i really actually miss school
not thw ork but my friends ... i miss all of u

surrendering

Sorry if this is a little late, but i didn't know that this was even a topic so i'm doing it on the last day. I can't think of one time in my life where i have surrendered, or given up. Honestly I am the type of person who never gives up if I really want something and I hope i will always be like that. If you give up on everything and surrender when the road gets tough then you will never go anywhere and when you follow through on things and work hard, then you will gain something at some point in your life. The people who work hard to accomplish their dreams are the people who never gave up and worked hard to make a living for themselves and got somewhere no matter what got in the way. Staying strong builds character, and makes life worth living.
-Lauren

final blog (read comment. again.)

The blog continues?

I have a huge headahce and have been pulling out all of the stops for school the last month or so and man, am I exhausted? Yes I am. Honest to God, I have no idea how I did on the Caesar test. I just am glad it is all over. Yes, yes ma'am.

I am now doing this, then am going to finish my chemistry review. I already finished my project 8 for Photo and am just... finishing lots of things now. I'd rather be sleeping. But I'm not.

Looking back on the year, I did alright. I don't really remember how I felt in the early part of the year. I think I was ok. I was busy. The last half up until a month ago was great and now, well life just sucks but hey... That's how the cookie crumbles.

I have become so hungry for a 4.0 this term. I want it SO bad. It's kind of manic. I hope I will. I really, really do.

I really need to stretch. Looking forward, I'm excited for the summer. It isn't organized at all but by the end of the week, that will be all figured out. Trust me. Or else I'll just be super stressed and that isn't happening. Right now though, I'm just gonna breathe because... my five minutes are up.

It's been fun, see y'all in Vegas.

FINALLY!!!

this is the last blog i will do for this class and i'm not going to lie, it feels kind of good. for this last year i feel like it was a good one. i will admit my grades did slip a little and i could have done better than the grades i have. this year had a lot of memories that went along with it, and i won't forget most of them. for the next year coming, i want to improve my grades and make some more good memories. i wish that i can get a succesful job and earn some money of my own.

Need "\b" key!!!

Look back:

    I think that the highlight of this school year, in Mr. HAT's class and in general, would be the time we spent on poetry, and the time spent on F-451. The class I learned the most in, would, however, be Chemistry. This is mainly due to the fact that I started out with almost no knowledge of the subject. Now I have a high enough grade in that class that even if I got a complete zero on the final my grade would still be over 100%.
    Aside from academics I have found some people sane enough (or insane enough as the case may be) to hang out with at school, and I have successfully made my first and second computer games using SDL and C++.

Look forward:


    I am certainly not looking forward to the next school year, but I hope to enjoy the next English class and school without Mr. Williams' class. I will probably spend lunch period in Mr. HAT's room still, but depending on whether or not annoying guitar playing kids are in there I may spend them in the library.
    I am hoping for another great summer this year. The summer before last summer was the best one I can remember, and although I don't think this one will come very close to it I have high expectations for it. I plan on spending time with my dad working on projects. We have plans for aluminum casting, making hybrid bicycles, running engines on propane, and more...

looking up:

    For a wish in which I could not change the world or (I presume) the country without deserving to crawl in a hole and die, I would probably wish for a resolution to conflicts within my family and the solving of our larger problems.

Twirl:

Starting now...

Well since the backspace key doews not come out I will need to content myself with simply avoiding it . It is hard for mye to wrap my mind around the consept that this is to be our last blog post. Typing a post on the ist bllog for the last time is just ;;... odd. Wow. I didn't realist how much I really use the backspace key. At least I am tnot typing this on my little laptop. It is really rather hard not to press mulptiple keys at the same time on it. Annoyingly it is rater hard to do anything on it right now. If accidenly left it unplugged an running so it efventually ran out of powwer and died on me. Normally this would not be a bickgg () arrg I need a backspace key!) big problem but when I came ca backe to it and ru turned it on I didn't plug it it in be4cause it I didn't realise what had a happened. It died befor It ieven started up. This corrubpe \b\b\b\b\b\b\b\b ( \b is the C++ charicter for the key backspace. Is that cheating to use it?) This corrupted part of my OS so it will not shut tow down properly. Guess I need to install Linux ... again.

Well that is the end of the five minutes. Have a great summer!

LAST BLOG!!!! :)

This is exciting. I don't have to write on here any more lol because I always forget.
Anyways looking back I probably wouldn't take back anything. Im not someone who really wants to take back anything, cause I really believe that EVERYTHING happens for a reason.

Future... I'm definately going to an out of state college, I want out of OR. I cant wait to leave! Also I decided I think im going to become a Civil Engineer and go into Cathotic Protective Specialist.

Now I write for five mins...
Let's see... um my parents are down stairs watching TV and its freaking annoying, I want them to go up stairs.
I went to Klamath Falls this weekend and helped my brother pack all his crap and clean his whole house and move back home.. which I dont really want him back home but what ev.
I got to see all the girls I know down there, we hung out and went to dinner and had a blast together Saturday night.
I also started talking to an old friend again..which I dont know if its a good or bad thing. I saw him this weekend and it was kinda weird but now were talking..so we'll see what happens.
I want to watch greys anatomy!
I want coffee... yum :)
I dont want to be doing this write now. I need to be studying for my FINALS tomorrow, which I really hope im going to do okay on...espically my english one....

YES times up! bye blog

Mission statement lil late...

I didn't really know what we were suppose to do for this...but I found this quote and I really liked it. I want to live by this.. :)

"It's only when we truly know and understand that we have a limited time on earth -- and that we have no way of knowing when our time is up -- that we will begin to live each day to the fullest, as if it was the only one we had."


And we were suppose to have ideas for topics lol but its obviouslt too late.. sorry
but some good ideas would be... the scariest time of there life. the seddest time of there life or maybe the most memerable thing from when you were little..

Last Blog...sadness

Looking back over the year I think one of my major accomplishments; which by the way wasn't a good one, was letting myself go as a good student. Its the only thing besides finally having a good boyfriend I succeeded in this year. Which is actually really depressing. (The bad student part). Straight A's to multiple C's = not good. I blame my sudden lack of caring that I despise, and the switch from block schedule to seven period days, and also procrastination. Nothing really stood out to me this year, everything sorta blurred, I can't believe its almost over. The only blog besides the current that I can remember is the music blog, because I went through to almost everyone else's choice of music and listened to the songs and artists for about 4 hours.
Next year I'm hoping I wont literally kill myself with all the extra things besides school I'll have to do. Dance team takes a lot of after school time, in addition to a job, ad trying to keep as many visiting hours as possible available for the boyfriend and no time for homework! YAY! I'm hoping procrastination will just become non existent next year and I will master time management so I don't die.
My wish is that everything will turn out well and be ok, for everyone and not just myself.
5 min.
Well first of all no editing and whatever crosses your mind seems crazy to do with highschoolers but i havnt seen anything to crazy yet and now Im absolutle mad because Mr. Humphrey's blog got doont stop beleiving by journey stuck in my head. I also can't help the fact hat i was laughing abou the fact that when he said he has something to say and types it clean that there are a whole bunch of ramndom letters in random places and although im not doing much better and its a no editing section then i guess thats ok but its still funny. I still cant beleive that the year is al ost over and there are only two more days of school and then the summmer where my dad willbe leaving and stranding my mom and i here at the house for six weeks and my boyfriend is also leaving for a month in claifornia and i have dance ccamop in a month and i dont know what to do this summer to keep myself occupied besides a job at burgerville or whoever hires me :(. I dont remember when i started typing/

turn and face the strange

i remember meeting a lot of new friends this year that i wouldn't expect to have
i remember getting my car ( which now my brother gets)
i remember writing again
i remember cussing a girl out in soccer cuz she called me a f***ing b**ch when she was the one tripping
i remember being really timid about talking to large groups of people (still am)
i regret not studying for certain tests in chemistry and i regret not doing my math homework until the day before it was due
i wish... that guys would think smartly and not be tools

im gonna miss this blog :(

topic 16 late

i think a good last topic would be our plans for the summer

i dont quite get the whole mission statement thingy .. so ill just sstate some stuff about me

i plan to major in finance or design and minor in the other one left and public speaking
i want to travel
im very nice
i play soccer
and i take french class

late topic 15

to surrender when you can still fight makes you a coward. Not trying till the very last moment makes you weak. You have to always stay strong. It is never okay to give up... you always have yo try your very hardest to make it in life. When the guy from ceasar asks the people to kill him hes being very coward like .. hes givin up hope.. in my opinion he is a weak stupid coward nperson

The Last Blog Topic!

For starters I can't change anything that happened this school year, and I don't have any regrets. I guess I have accomplished not ripping my hair out during the sport I play, while managing school. Honestly I can't think of any accomplishments right now, because my brain is fried from all the school work shoved into my brain. Next year I'm hoping to maintain good grades still with the more challenging classes. I'm not super excited about next school year, right now, I'm pretty much giddy about summer. I hope the weather stays nice for at least two weeks!

Five minutes, starting at 9:40

Well this morning I ate an english muffin, and drank a glass of chocolate milk, looked outside and saw the lovely sun. Too bad we still have a day and a half left of school! Gah! I want to be out of that building already! This year I noticed that my friends and I really joked about llamas, sort of what we did in middle school. Why do I think llamas are so funny? Blah, brain dead for a second! I went to a graduation party yesterday and was there for seven hours! At least the cake was delicious, who would pass on the cream cheese frosting? I will be very upset if the weather goes back to rain tomorrow... sigh, why even bother with Oregon. I heard that movie Prince of Persia was really good, but I still will not see it. Reminds me of the time when my family forced me to try watching Polar Express. I lasted about five minutes, because something about that movie just makes me want to go take a nap. My bus driver keeps writing how many days there are until school is back in session.

The Final Topic

Looking back: Well, I actually had a lot of fun this year. i wish i would have tried harder in math, but what can you do now? All of the assemblies stand out and dissecting a frog.

The future: I hope next year I enjoy my classes and try my hardest. I hope to make new friends and stay connected with the ones I have now as well.

Oh magical genie: I wish...I wish that everyone will be safe this summer and not have a repeat of losing someone close like last summer.

Time to twirl: rising up back on the street, did my time took my chances. went the distance now i'm back i=on my feet. just a man and his will to survive. so many times it happens too fast, you change your passion for glory. don't lose your grip on your dreams of the past, you must fight just to keep them alive... i'm forgetting the words to tiis song now. it's really hard tnot to delete all of this. it's bugging me a loyt right now. i really wish i had a genie right now, that would be so cool. i would definitaly wish for more wishes though. so i would kinda cheat.

oh, i want burgerville so bad right now. i might just have to go get some once this fiv minutes is up.

i burnt today, for the first time in like three years. just the back of mylegs , and it doesn't hurt, so that's a plus. i'll be tan tomorrow! woot. five minutes is up........now!

LAST BLOG!!

Looking back on this year I see that I didn't really accomplish much. This year wasn't nearly as fun as most of the others, and it just makes me miss being younger and having so much more fun and less work! The beginning of the year was okay, I spent a bunch of time with my two best friends making lots of really crazy memories. But after a big fight with my best friend in the world, I now only have one best friend, and it's been less fun since then, but we're planning on making this summer one of the best to make up for the sucky year.

Next year my friend is going to go to Scappoose high school, so I've made a goal for myself to get out of my shell a little more and try to meet new people. I also want to work on getting better on the piano, and I'm pretty psyched that we are going to be juniors!

I wish...that I could have a big grand piano in my bedroom. I know...I'm a dork, but I love the piano. Even though a grand piano would take up my whole room and I would have to get rid of my bed...

Okay, talk for five minutes...I had my recital today! Probably why I've been talking so much about piano's in this blog. I really sucked, but my friends and family said they didn't notice, so maybe it wasn't as bad as I thought. I put a bunch of pictures on my wall! That was a weird thing to say but I just thought of it because they are right next to my face, and I didn't know what else to say...anyway, Sarah drew them and they make me laugh.

It's pretty weird that my best friends name is Sarah because my oldest sister's name is Sarah too! Which is also weird because in high school my sister Alexis had friends named Emily and Sarah, and I'm pretty sure my sister Sarah had a friend named Emily in high school too. I think it's pretty crazy. Or not really I suppose, since Emily and Sarah are very popular names.

That bugs me. I hate that my name is so popular! I don't necessarily want a weird name, but maybe something that is at least a little different, so I don't have to turn my head every time my name is called! Which is a lot at our school because we have a lot of Emily's.

I was ironing a shirt earlier and a spider was on it! I was so scared! That's something about me that everyone should know, I am DEATHLY afraid of bugs. All kinds! Moths are the worst, but they all scare me. I have a serious phobia, and it's not a good idea to tease me about it...just saying. TIMES UP!

See you all next year =]

Bring On Summer!!

English Class:
I've enjoyed the talented people in our class very much this year. I like Humphrey's interaction with us in the class room rather than sitting at his desk like he could be. It is nice and created a good atmosphere.
School As A Whole:
The years are flying by!! Thank goodness! I am ready to be out of here. I actually did enjoy the year, though I can not wait for it to be over, I know once Summer hits I will be ready to come back for Junior (and my final) year. WOOT WOOT!
Outside Of School:
Outside of school I feel like friendships can come and go and this year they really have... but some are forever and I thank those people for being in my life. The year has gone quick and for me, has meant family reuniting and new additions that I couldn't see my life without.
Next Year:
I hope next year isn't too hard but isn't simply easy. I want realistic challenges and good people surrounding me. My hope is to get through school, graduate, meet new people, and explore college. I'm more than excited for the upcoming adventures.
Five Minute Freestyle:
6:15pm
Here is my quick thank you to everyone who has made this year a great one. I hope you all have great Summers and come back next year to make it another experience we will carry forever. I'm going to miss seeing many of you and plan to keep in touch over summer. I can't wait for the sun to come out I'm feeling very depressed about our weather. Why does Oregon have to be so bipolar? I mean really... pick a temperature and stay that way for awhile. I don't like this 60-70 degree rainy crap. I mean come on!! Where is the love?
I want to go to the beach, swim, play volleyball, see friends, hang out, get my license, ride quads, go camping and probably just a lot more than I can think of at the moment. What happened to being little and having no responsibility and spending every summer day with your friends and ever summer night under the stars? If only things stayed that way. Responsibility comes with both good and bad, don't get me wrong, but there are times when I could really use a little more freedom and a little less chains.
I can't wait for my first summer sunburn. That is always such a kick-off for me. I know when I am a little pink, that the sun is finally doing it's summer job. I think the first REAL Summer moment I get, the one that gives me the overwhelming feeling of a year's work rewarded; It's seeing the first Hummingbird. It's so symbolic to me. I saw mine the other day, I wish you to find yours.
Farewell Blog,
Beccah Rene' Kapelos

Last blog

Woot.

Well, i really enjoyed this class. Much more...chill than most of my classes. I liked the content of the class as well. Caesar being my favorite though. Looking forward I'm hoping for classes similar to this one. I really, really wish Schmor didn't retire, but I'm glad for him. I was looking forward to having him as a teacher but, what can ya do.

For the genie wish, mine is very simple. Bring back the block schedule! Haha, wouldn't that be swell?

5 minutes straight:

well the time is seven twenty three now and i am just starting this so that means that at seven twenty eight then i can be done with this so thats pretty cool. I'm also on facebook and getting IM's which i can't check becasue i can typing so this sucks and i totally failed on because but whatever i can't backspace.... geez one minute already okay i better step this up if i wanna get more in. I'm typing rather slow right now i ususally type way faster but my hands are greasy and now my keyboard is all greasy because of this piza thats all greasy. It's delicious but man sunshine has some grease, not as bad dominoes which the grease is literally dripping off the pizza which is soooo disgusting. My mom collects the grease from hamburger it's pretty weird but i wouldn't know because i'm not a cook. oh geez two minutes already umm i want to take a bite of this pizza but i can't its just looking at me. it's soooo good omg. geez, tomorrow's the last day of the week. I'm excited meaing we only have 3 more days of school weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. hahaha this is so cool, i like this blog way more than the other ones just saying my fingers are actually workin pretty hard here except they arn't cuz im not typing that fast. zach is behind me yelling at me everytime i move my hadn away from the keyboard it's pretty weird so yeah. he keeps saying "dont backspace" but it's habit and i'm trying not to althought iv'e done it once or twice already ugh. i have a feeling i have some mjaor run on sentences UGH i backspaced my apologies. this pizza is soo good stop making me type Mr.H i want to eat it. He keeps tellimng me not to stop i keep stopping. he said i'm really st arting to piss him off lol okay well i have 2 more minutes so i guess i have to think about something. Well football is going to be interesting this eyar due to the fact that we're in a different deivision now and it's gonna be pretty cool. well not division but leageu. OMG i want to backspace so bad but i cant. this is the problem with typing quicker is i make way more mistakces and i hate it because then i sound rediulous. 4 minutes now 1 more minute to go then i can eat this delicious pizz tthat is sitting in front of me. i have more IMs on facebook i nede to finish this other wise people will start to yell at me. DONE.

Mission Statement

My mission statement:

Don't ever let hatred become a friend.

I think that this is pretty blunt, when you begin to hate someone or something so much that it pulls focus from everything else, it can make you pretty bitter. It's not healthy and forces so much attention to be put into it that it becomes your only friend. You might even hate that you have such a strong hate toward something, but that makes it closest to you than anything else. I've been very bitter in the past because of things like this and I've learned from it and grown from it. It has helped me to realize that people will always be people and there will always be things I don't like. Who cares? Keep the respect and take ego out of it. Suddenly the world is a better place.

Never back down (really late)

I dont think you should ever back down as long as you have something worth fighting for. If its something stupid like "yes you did!" "no i didnt!" then yeah go ahead and back down cause its not worth anything. But if its something you really believe is worth it then i say never back down fight to the end!

Last blog :D:D:D:D:D:D=D

Well i think this year i have become alot more open and outgoing then i was in the past. I used to be super shy but im not as shy anymore :) Next year i dont want to change really anything except hopefully less homework which i know wont happen. My wish would be that next year i can start talking to the Air Force recruiter and that i can get accepted into the Air Force Academy after i graduate high school. Thats pretty much it for my last blog its kinda lame but oh well :):):) 4 days!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!